Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Stoner.


I would like to clarify that “Stoner” is a book. Don’t let your imaginations run wild because the topic of the plot is far from your personal associations of the title. Stoner is fictional memoir of William Stoner; A simple man from Missouri that sets off to study agronomy in university. I find it difficult to call the book a memoir; memoirs are written for the likes of Hemingway, Steve Jobs and explorers of Atlantis. Stoner is memoir of a different kind, an allegory of the book “Stoner” is a minimalist painting. The simplicity of the painting is almost satirical; however its abstract candor conceals great depth, a depth that few can understand. Stoner is not your traditional hero, he led his life through his devotion to the university, his marriage was a suffocating failure and even his supposedly arousing affair could be called placid.

So what is so enticing about the book? Personally I related to the numbness, an anesthetic detachment from reality. Only in a few distinctive moments, did Stoner show any indication of true feeling. Moments of anger, pain or happiness were quickly subdued to a catechizing oblivion. Stoner’s scrim cloaked feelings provoked many questions: How much of life do we really apperceive? Does the awareness of our inexorable attrition cause us to numb our feelings? Can divulgement of all our feelings deteriorate our health?

To conclude this short review, I would like to share a quote that stood out for me:

So we are the world, after all; we should have known that. We did know it, I believe; but we had to withdraw a little, pretend a little, so that we could-"  

-         - Little Frames

P.S I would like to thank my good friend Liri for recommending “Stoner” to me. :) 


Saturday, March 17, 2012

Fasting Music.


Now and then I restrain myself from listening to music; I feel that constant droning of beats, melodies and sounds can be very exhausting. The notes lose their quality and the words are emulsified into meaningless. During my long month of silence, I prepared a playlist of songs that I wanted to listen to the moment my so called “lent” was over. The long wait was worth it! The notes were crisp, sensuous and genuinely satisfying to hear. I could just imagine my minuscule eardrum reverberating away, taking on each steady beat with a new found determination.
I highly recommend fasting music. The silence allows you to discover a new appreciation for the artist and an understanding about the complexity of the layering sounds.
Here are some songs from the playlist:

Sinnerman- Nina Simone

The fast paced cymbals and snares complement well the steady piano and Nina’s deep soul evoking voice. The juxtaposition of the quick perpetual pace and lyrics convey a sense of desperation; the desperation animates the song, as if the words themselves were running on their own two feet to hide from the devil.
Oh, sinner man, where you gonna run to?
Oh, sinner man, where you gonna run to?
I run to the sea, it was boilin'
I run to the sea, it was boilin'
All on that day
So I run to the Lord, please hide me Lord
Don't you see me prayin'?
Don't you see me down here prayin'?
But the Lord said, go to the devil
The Lord said, go to the devil
He said, go to the devil
all on that day

Friday, March 9, 2012

FIRST POST.


I have peeped into the blogosphere; I have caught a mere glance. The swift sighting engulfed my senses in a passive-aggressive manner but quickly left, leaving me overwhelmed, disoriented and excited.
I want to try to “blog” and to share my personal thoughts to an audience of faceless spectators. I find it quite comforting that my blog is probably going to be lost in internet clutter. To stand out of the plethora of blogs is quite difficult, so my objective is to experience publishing self-fulfilling posts.
I hope my anonymous audience enjoy scrolling over (hopefully reading) my experiences and film/book/music (yes maybe even fashion) reviews.

-                           Little Frames